Thursday, January 24, 2008

and you learn to accept it

Here is how I come underdeveloped and over used
followed to the point where all I had has been taken and re-imagined
here I am now standing and imagining
spinning and foreshadowing
accepting these things that have been coming
I can't change, I don't know how
I just stand waiting on the shifts of clouds
I don't speak because I lost my voice
I lost my freedom and my ability to make a choice

To move on and to call it a day
a luxury I had way back when
to move on and to call it a day
is just accepting these things

Failures and successes laid out sexy with their backs arched
eye candy from here if you are standing far
people love me, people get disappointed
I just feel I have been here before
a complication cost as much as the thought you put on it
a thought of me cost as much as a complication you put on yourself

you want me?
you have me but I am a decoration that gets put away after the holiday
I want you
but you tease me and my legs are too tired to walk that far
your words don't affect me
and my lies are too easy to see
and your asking
what you are asking is the things you can't accept

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