Empty

I woke up with the word "empty" in my head. Empty interesting word to be in the head this morning. Empty stomach, empty in ideas, empty heart, my vessel is cleared out. What does this mean? Do you know longer feel anything? Do you know longer think of anything? Where do you stand in the hours that are provided for your 1 day routine? I don't know, excuse the cliche but seriously I don't.

Is not being depressed, or being nonchalant but what it is, is just an soulless person walking around aimlessly with no motivation and no direction. Am I dead? That would be an awesome wish cause I do fancy ghosts but no, I am not dead. I am here breathing the air with desperation and just filling my vessel with angst, anxiety and whatever bad thing that is a molecule floating with the air I breathe.